Feel knots in stomach, one stomach higher than the rest of this
(Don't feel safe) Just feel cold
Artificial lights, city minds, counts seven times
Identity disc error
Visit you every day
Just so they can see what they don't want to see
Spirit wrote this song, spirits can make you high again
I wish you didn't kill yourself
Surrounded by reminders, they keep me up again
Don't feel the read to explain
(Out of its confusion) I hate myself
Lay down, don't eat, this thought of pain sustain
I'm sorry I failed you
You said you'd be with me in spirit, were you lying?
If this is so wrap around till we come again
I wish you didn't kill yourself
When you said I love you, why did you die?
I don't understand why
Facet shimmer monophonic engine
Your day is gone, your day will come
Hospital skyscraper
Watched you kill yourself a thousand times
Yet still no more
You're in a hole and you're fucking dead
Gravity appreciates the situation
Can't talk to anyone, can't reach out and I just want you here
I don't like people anymore, we just confuse me
I miss you more than anything
I wish you could be here with me (I make the same mistakes)
about
Hi hi. Finally, we're coming out with a new release.
A lot of things have happened. Some of which I'll prob just summarize. The thing is right about now, I'm now working on the long-delayed first major release which has been in the works since 2020. The next thing is I'm single yet again, so forever alone.
I just got finished with this song. I'm happy with it. It's my proudest achievement, and finally the first song I can listen to without having to nitpick it all the time. Aka Kevin Parker syndrome, because I'm perfectionist like that.
Basically after finishing PL/K in March, I decided to work on an idea that formed in my head. This started after talking to my ex-boyfriend about the suicide of my closest friend — my sworn sister. The idea was that this was going to be formed from the backbone of one of the first two standalone songs LUCY created, "Don't let me go". Back then, I called it a 'reverberation'. In which the ideas of DLMG were spiritually continued into THIS song, and is p similar as well.
Obviously, I have matured and that raw feeling at the beginning of production is gone now. But even this does give me goosebumps and does make me sad. It's like a distant memory now, and it's a good thing to just let out. Music is cathartic, and whatever depression I had with the breakup I had and my dog's death.
Oh yeah, my dog was also put down recently. Got to see his lifeless corpse after he was euthanized so fuck life ig.
But on the flip side, PL/K got 300 streams on Spotify altogether so I'm happy. Our listenership is also increasing, and I'm so fuckin happy. I have yet to see how much decimals I have gotten from streaming.
Anyway, enjoy new music. I'll be back around... September with hopefully new music, and the (re-)announcement of our first major release.
If this song resonates with you in some way, then I have fulfilled p much 2 of 2 things I sought out to achieve with "Film". Easily the best thing I've put out, and also the most emotionally upfront I've been thus far.
Thank you all for everything, and I'll see you in September.
LA-via-Bombay artist Sun Kin creates cosmic ambient soundscapes inspired by the majesty of the beaked whale on this latest EP. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 12, 2022